
Hi there, My name is S?bra and I have a little bit of a story to tell you this is my story...and... it has a happy ending. and I want to share it with you... I feel it's really important uhm so, and I will try to get it done in the amount of time that I am... well I have goal time. uh... so obviously...uh... you're here because you have questions or you've heard about people who've have very serious health issues that have gotten better. and I am one of those people. I am 39 yrs old. I was born into this world with what I call a 'dancing spirit'. uh... was always dancing.. always near the music. very symbiotic with movement and music. and always healthy never really sick... you know the stuff that people get that kids sometimes get. and I did however have a handful of migraines under the age of nine and then again uh... another handful...up until about my 14th year. and they were quite bad. - I hadn't any pain pills...pain relievers... I was raised basically, we were raised, uh... to be wary to have a healthy respect for these medications. So, it wasn't until I was fourteen I had this terrible migraine, ...I remember my parent giving me three "Tylenol"(acetaminophen) and it...just... knocked me out! ya know, slept for hours and hours... uh... and then uh... within a year they were so bad, the migraines were so bad that they couldn't tell, the doctors couldn't tell where one left off and the next one began. Essentially I ended up having what they would be for three-and-a-half months with a migraine and of course they had me on blood-vessel regulation medications you know variation medications and then of course whatever pain medication would work um... they didn't really have migraine pain medication back then... but that was basically my introduction to the world of uh, sort of the beginning of the 'world of pain'. also had some sort of some aches and pains, some muscle discomfort and joint stuff, I would have bruises that would appear around my joints particularly my knees. I was tested for auto-immunity things and auto-immunity 'like' things... basically that during that one year um... I went to they're trying to figure out where all of these migraines coming from. I went to 32 doctors in one year. I felt and began to feel as if I lived in a doctor's office. and you know that ..they did the best that they could. The best that they knew... they... you know, however it was very much like you know...how things are... and there is very good chiropractors out there (you know I love you guys ;-) however, if you go to the Chiropractor, the chiropractors says "oh well, you need adjustments." and if go to a physical therapist the physical therapist says it's because you need physical therapy if I went to the the Neurologist, he said well 'why are you reading this book?' (because I would carry a book with me) "You look like a stressed out person and I think that you should go to the psychiatrist." and the psychiatrist would say "oh, maybe these are seizures. " okay so basically uh... yeah you go to this doctor and he says, "Oh you have TMJ!" and you go to the dentist says, "no you don't have TMJ, but maybe you have something like this." and uhm... within all of that, i don't think there's much helpful except that i learned 'A' doctors don't really know very much about chronic situations 'B', I knew my body better than anybody. and 'C' ... you know there were very limited to their, Profession. however the Endocrinologist...(yes, I went to an Endocrinologist too...) *did* discover something very interesting... he discovered, on top of my verrry low blood pressure, that I always had, had. my blood pressure dropped thirty points from laying down to standing up. which could account for a lot of the dizziness and the 'fainty' feeling that i had a lot of the time. and of course any time that stress would happen... the migraines would get triggered and whatever... so then made my blood pressure drop even more...and that of course, caused some anxiety... however it really, really trying to manage the migraines was the Big point uh...and then I started to develop some other pains... very... ... a lot of pain in my knees that would wake me up at night. and it would be like... what older people... elderly people... described like... Rheumatoid Arthritis... like, serious... and I would think... I can't tell people that because I'm a kid, basically. '...No ones going to believe that...'. And I would wake up in the middle of the night Kind of moaning from this pain... and stumble into the bathroom and try and run hot water over my knees... and my mom would come in... and wonder what was going on in the middle of the night... ya know? and, that would help. but I always slept terrible. Terrible! I never seem to get what other people would get out of sleep... I would wake up... i don't know, I just... I never wanted to go to sleep because I never felt good or get sleepy. and then on top of it it was never this refreshing thing that other people seem to experience. um... instead I uh, as the pain got worse as I got older The pain would be bad in my dreams and I would have nightmares about being in pain. So time goes on, and basically aches and pain and joints and this and that and i've learned my own triggers for migraines and I've weaned myself off of the stuff the doctors given me and I'm managing that. However I'm having a lot of joint pain and muscle pain and I feel fatigued and then um... I was in a motorcycle accident (not my fault...!) and then within two years, a car accident and that was a 'hit and run'... and essentially they both were, and uhm, in the car accident...I was... the door had to be torn off... of the car to get me out. And I was in extraordinary pain they put me on a morphine drip... they thought I was having some sort of... 'cardiac event'... because the pain was so bad that my heart it, couldn't manage. ... basically at that point, you know, I mean... of course, went to the proper practitioners and everything to try and get better and to recuperate from the situations of course, then I got the diagnosis of Fibromyalgia and Chronic Myofascial Pain Syndrome. I also had a diagnosis of asthma at the time. uh... Restless Legs... Multiple Chemical Sensitivities, Environmental Sensitivities... ...trying to remember all of the diagnosis... I had both "Classic" and "Common" migraines and all their variations... I can't even remember all the diagnosis at the time all of them (i really don't care and/or care to remember...Truthfully!) and then I seemed to get stronger...a little better and to recover, but there is still the muscle pain, the migraines pretty severely and so go forward a few years uh... I'm having some fatigue... and I see a Doctor because my pain levels have gotten to the point whereas one of the things that i have yet to mention, is the extraordinarily painful menstrual cycles. And one of the things i had been told ...is, they were so bad, they were SO Bad, that basically, you know around the time that I was Twenty, the doctors said, you know "hysterectomy"...just "the best thing" and I didn't(!) Of Course I still, try to work it, like I do everything. try to manage with my diet and nutrition and every new supplement...and believe me, I learned e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g and anybody who knows me can tell... that when I learn something, I Learn it! and when I am faced with something, I am one of these people, that if i can identify it, then I can problem solve it! and so, I had done that...oh boy, Fibromyalgia...I knew that! Oh Migraines... there was nobody that knew more about Migraines than me! how they work, what's happening... you know what stage do you do 'this', and what natural remedies can do and when do you put your hands under hot water and when do you put them under cold water, and muscle pain and how to handle all of these things and um... yeah, that's basically what you are learning to deal with constantly... and you know, when you have so many things, that's all you're doing. Right? Your life that's what it becomes...and so then basically I started to have, even more symptoms only these became neurological... and Pain in nature and some neuro-degenerative types of 'looking' things... and when i was younger they had presumed that I may have had some slight stroke or something, when I had, during one of the migraines because my left side had become so... 'unable'. And uhm, then I started to develop, in my mid-twenties started to develop these neurological issues. And neurological Pain. and there was a preliminary diagnosis, presumption, was some kind of 'MS'(Multiple Sclerosis) uhm and I became bedridden. In my late twenties. and, uhm...Yeah. - and when I say "bedridden" uh... I... layed in bed. There was a TV that was across the room at a diagonal. I could see that. I could see if I moved my eyes, like a foot and a half to the right, if the window was up, and I could see out the window and the curtains pulled back, I could see into a bush and um... there was a bird, that would visit in the bush. and i could see the laptop which was next to the bed, and i could see when the bedroom door was open, i could see down the hall a few feet. to the end, of the hall... which was a wall. - And that was it. I took three steps to the bathroom, the toilet. With help. and with help could stand in front of the sink, and wash my hands. And then three steps back. Food had to be left for me within arms reach, and water. And I was like that... for most of Eight years. That seems very surreal. It seems like a very sad story to me. yeah. uh... basically what happens is that I felt that there were things at the house there where I was at, that were making it worse so I uh, sort of did what I could, begged to get out of there. I moved temporarily into a hotel. and then into a smaller place that I hoped that I could manage. uhm, I like, at the time i stopped calling myself bedridden. although if i'm honest ...that's where I lived. ah, it's just NOW when I walked to the bathroom, I walked several steps, and I walked it by myself. however couldn't comb my hair, most days, I couldn't wash my face most days. And the neurological pain, was....uhn... un, Unbelieveable. and this is what I would tell the doctor, there is it is so difficult to comprehend... ... as if i was On Fire, and sweating, but cold and frozen at the same time! and... over my entire body, and that's I could Not Imagine my leg being Sawed-off being more painful. - I could not imagine that. - There were whole... hours(?!), days(!) where I would just be Writhing in pain. For hours...and hours... And *this* was *with* the pain medications the doctors had given me! here and i would be something that wasn't and for those of you know uh... x but most potent pain relievers anyhow colors harmful outside that takes f because what would happen would help the joint pain and i don't want to take more kissing it like region monica townhome breaking that cycle so they stick with little as possible wilted and i hope that drops liquid for emergencies basically solidify that that i had to go to the ear to the emergency room then i would take this everything or philly it was a really good you know if i was like ya republican members have struck with pain and i was gonna pass out soon server agencies and um... then of course azathioprine migraines and that's different and something for sleeping that's different and for these times with that i would call that torturous in a recent sanctions it is ticklish on fire in that would happen in responding2 parents2 isn't it2 by i can't2 it's unscrew2 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