Am t's very interesting that everyone says I have a natural ability to speak because I haven't built my life with this. My biggest phobia is to speak in public and I was shaking. I have been shaking the whole time. I wasn't planning on speaking at all. Let me paint a picture of who I was before. I think a lot of you met me for the first time this weekend and some other faces are familiar but I'm gonna paint a picture of who I was or who I have become. I have found the real me. I had massive anxiety attacks before for many, many years since I can remember; since I was a kid. My mum tells me that since I was a baby I've been nervous and I've talked about this before with Arnoux at different seminars. Throughout college my insomnia was getting so bad I would go three days without sleep sometimes. So you get hallucinations, I was very depressed, suicidal. I had already tried twice. I've always looked relatively healthy, you know on the outside everyone thinks that you're healthy but it's not true. I had muscle spasms for many years and Miguel knows because we dated for four years so he knows. My hip would pop out and he would, I mean it sounds ridiculous now but I would be leaning on the couch or the floor and he would have to pull my legs so my hip would pop back into place. So I had severe muscle spasms. A lot of anger, a lot of it. When I first came, it was in February and Miguel and I had broken up November of the year before and we had a new contract at the place and it was really hard for me to pay the bills when he left. At first I was running short every month $800 then I was going down to $600 and really doing my budget over and over and over and when I came to the Total Health Mastery for the first time for The Solution, I was really mad at Miguel. Not for sharing but because I couldn't pay. When I was 24, I had a cancer scare. I had three lumps in my breast. One on this side the size 3 centimeters and two here and I did monthly checks so it really freaked me out that I had them. I had the worst diet. I was going to college; I was eating fast food three times a day, a lot of issues with my family. So I would prepare meals and someone would eat my meals. I would come home and ask my mum to leave food out and the food would be there for three days and I would have no idea so I would eat it and I would get really sick because my mum couldn't leave food for me in the fridge. One of the hardest things for me to hear this weekend was, receiving her. I was telling Marsha that my mum text me last night to see if I would be coming to see her today and I told her I was going to the seminar and then go somewhere afterwards so I wouldn't be coming. She said, "I love you. Take care I love you." It's always been really hard for me as a child to tell my mum I love you, because when I was little I would get reprimanded for it. It's very hard to see your mother share that love with other people, your siblings, strangers and not with yourself. So it was extremely hard for me to receive that on Friday. And you saw that. But I couldn't have done it with a better group because all of you are so very open and loving and there is just something so genuine about every single one of you and about Arnoux too. I will give you the actual numbers. Since I have been here in February, I have lost 20 pounds; I went from a size 12 to a size 6. I'm off five medications, two for my back spasms and anxiety, three for severe allergies. I've mentioned to Arnoux before that my allergies were so severe before that if I started sneezing in the car I would have to pull over because I would sneeze like 20 times in a row. Of course when you sneeze you can't open your eyes so I had to pull over if I felt that coming on. I couldn't use a lot of shampoos and fragrances because that would just start it up. Being in a large crowd has always been so difficult because I am so sensitive to people's energy but also peoples sense so that would start another allergic reaction. So, no more allergy medication. I didn't even realize when I got off it. I was telling my friend about it and I wasn't carrying the medication in my purse anymore. I did the 7 steps at The Foundation and I found a place to move. I was doing the budget after I moved and I had to pay the deposit for the new place. The rent for the new place and half the rent for the old place. So I expected to be short and the day before I got paid I had three dollars and some change in the bank account. This kid ran up to me and asked me for 2 cents and I did have change in the car to give him 25 cents. So when I got paid the next day I did my budget about four times because I couldn't believe it. I had about $500 extra. So immediately I came and I was buying enzymes. There are just a lot of things that I cleared on top of that this week that I shared with you already. But the most important for me was finding my life purpose. I can tell you the tangible things but the best thing is to clear out the emotional, the spiritual and the mental sludge. I haven't even started or finished The Foundation yet so I'm so excited to see what's going to happen next. I have to say Arnoux doesn't just change lives, he recreates you. He helps you find your life purpose. He helps you remember your past life and not only that he gives you a short cut of how to resolve everything. Instead of you living your life over and over and over and trying to figure it out on your own. I have to say that Arnoux is the voice of god. He is not just the messenger; he is the voice of god. I thank you. You are the most amazing and I am truly grateful for you. Thank you.